DCIA RELAY CHAMPIONS ... && OTHER NEWS .. I GUESS /

OMG IT WAS RAINING, AND FREEEEEZING COLD !

Im pissed they didnt cancel it ! but Im glad I ran though lol I always say that after a meet. My back is KILLING ME ! I'm hurting ...
I went to the docs the other day and i got a chest x-ray and he talkin about how I cant run no more and if I keep running like I am, then my blood pressure is gonna shoot staright up and Ima just ..

Drop Dead .

Like those marathoners .

I was liiiikke ,,, ... what thee heck ?!

how he gonna tell me ima die and I gotta stop runnin ?!

well .... all i can say is, .. I aint dead yet ! so Ima keep on, keepin on lol

but anyways ... Umm, nothing much is really new .
I still feel the same way about everything . I guess .

I feel like I'm starting to doubt everyone/ everything .

Idk how i feel . I feel,

lost . like ... distant from the world . like cut off .

am I missing something ?