Dang ! I havent blogged in a minute ! but maybe cus nothing much has been going on . well sorta , i dropped lovell and met this guy . funny cus, lovell wants me back . and i dont want him . and its even HILAAARIOUS cus i used to like him SOOO much ! omg, soo much , but anyways, new guy is awesome . well its the beggining of course he would be . but anyways, he just got out of a two year relationship, liiike late january . and we've been talking since like february 9th . and i dont think that was enough time for him to be ... idk, detached from her ? i mean, he still loves her, i dont have a problem with that, but a TWO YEAR relationship, like a SERIOUS relationship, and then less than a month later, he's all into me . it just seems too good to be true . theres alot of details i left out of why this relationship between me and him is complicated but anyways, i went to her facebook page and whatever and she still loves him ! like a whole lot ! and what they had was special; it seems . and here i come, all draggin along with my lonely self ... and they have a kid together ! i dont know if i can do that ! i mean, his child is NOT the problem, i LOVE children, but its just that i personally think, he might wanna ... take some time to think about what he's doing ? cus i mean, they love each other, and they've only been seperated for a little more than a month, and you shoudlnt give up on love like that ! && im also scared because i feel as though, if we're together, and he decides that he really is in love with her still, and leaves me, MYYY feeelings are gonna get hurt, and then ima feel like a dumbass cus i shouldve known on the first place that they love each other, and i should NOT be the one to come in between them . i just feel like a mistake . a big BIG mistake . *sigh ...
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